Sometimes in one of those occasions when you feel a bit blue, sad, stressed or depressed, when you hardly can manage what comes over your shoulders or you just focus on the dark side of daily routines… when you feel that what you do does not have sense anymore or you have lost something or someone really special in your life you might be lucky enough to face “it”, to find and reach the ultimate reason of those feelings. You might be lucky enough to look at the eyes of the creature responsible for that hard moments…
I did lately, I faced my fears and sadness, I faced that old, heavy on your shoulders and dark creature lurking at every corner, at every step of the way. I expected a huge, scary and ominous creature that would simply devour me as soon as I´d step in front of it… but nope, nothing like that.
I found my self standing in front of a cute furry creature, probably him more scared than I was, shaking and trying to hide as a tiny mouse scaping from a cat.
I´ve definately learnt something essential out of this experience. The more I study this creature the more I understand that as blind as they are they simply want to fill their hunger and feed with our fears, with our nightmares with our bad thoughts, the darker we get the heavier and bigger they become… but when you face them, when you look at them in the eye they become harmless and they can become a perfect pet if you know how to handle them properly.